Sunday, October 18, 2009

Floundering fish in the sea of life




Surprise! I am blogging more than once a month this time. I am ceasing from using the fact that Leia doesn’t have internet, as an excuse to not blog, email, and do other computer things. I need to change my attitude. Period. All I have been doing since I got back here is complain about one thing or another instead of being joyful for the situation that I am in. I am not completely content with where I am in life, however today at church I was reminded of the Solid Ground that is the foundation for my life. This morning before church I was really depressed and just fed up with my job searching, loneliness, house searching, and other things that just aren’t that great. I tried out Peace Portal Alliance Church in South Surrey today (probably where I will go if I end up in White Rock) and it was good.

It’s amazing how God has been reaching out to me, for me to just hold onto His hand and let me guide Him. I think that I have been caught up with the idea that He is just going to visibly or audibly tell me exactly what I am supposed to do and where I am supposed to live. Instead He just wants me to step out in faith, make a decision and stick with it. I believe that I have a good head on my shoulders and think things through quite thoroughly that a decision that I make will have God’s full intentions and word at the heart. I know that when I am finally living somewhere, working a full time job, and connected to a church I will be able to praise God with my whole life.

Recap:
-The cupcake server job didn’t work out in White Rock and no one else has called back.
- I still have a couple places I could live in White Rock and will chose one of them if the job interview on Monday at a fitness centre doesn’t pan out.
-hopefully some other jobs call back, because I sure did apply to a lot

There you have it. A much more indepth look into my life than I expected to write on here today. However I hope that this enlightenment will bring you to your knees in prayer for me. I have felt the prayers of many of you and have felt God tugging at my heart in little ways. Thank you for those prayers and for continuing to support me in faith.

Later days!!

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