Tired

Greetings!

The title says it all. I am tired. Mentally, physically, emotionally, etc. It's been a whirlwind of a last couple of weeks but lately things have been going so well. I decided that I can't really be grumpy all the time even if I don't get to eat much. People are just too precious to me to be angry and not my happy self. Plus my manager was giving me some grief about how they can only be tolerable of so much. He should shove it. My trainer was hired when he was 2 weeks out and totally not with it, so yeah like I said, my manager can suck it up. I have pulled good sales this month anyways and will continue to do so.

This weekend was awesome for so many reasons. I just love weekends because then I get to workout at a very casual pace and just have a lot of downtime to do nothing. Saturday I only had a couple of clients and so I cleaned out my drawer at work. It's like I am a new trainer! It's so organized and clean. I also cleaned out my gym bag later in the day and put the roof back on my jeep. It was such a day for getting things done. Today too! I cleaned the jeep and . . . well I guess that's it, but it feels like a lot. Smells so lemony fresh. Sunday was awesome. I haven't been going to church the last couple of weeks because 1 am too tired, 2 I don't want to have shallow conversations about my show over and over 3 I had a posing clinic last week in Burnaby. But I went yesterday and it was so great. Darren's message was really good and it was awesome to just reflect and pray with fervency (if that's a word). I haven't been so good at reading my Bible and praying daily but yesterday was just a reminder of how much God cares for me even when I don't seem to care. And how much grace He has to take me back. He has orchestrated so many things in my life and although I don't give Him all the credit that He deserves, I know that He is behind it all.

I love being a personal trainer! There was a lull in the summer when I didn't know if this was the job for me, and I still don't like the sales part, but I love it. I love the interaction with people, I love helping them achieve goals and live a better healthier life, I love having them give me advice based on their wisdom. It's so awesome! Later on Sunday I remet a girl that I had met before at Sbux and the gym and we were just randomly talking and then got on the topic of church. Turns out she wants to go to TWU to do what my roommate Elisha is doing and she is getting baptized next week and I said that I would go! It's so cool. And then later on in the day when usually I work out in Langley, I was in White Rock and people I didn't think were going to be at the gym were there and I had a great time talking to them! The timing of everything was impeccable.

Now it's Monday and I only had 1 client. Yippee. Did 2 workouts, just 3 to go and then I will take it easy tonight and watch football. Football is the greatest!!!!! I don't miss playing flag though but mainly cuz I am too tired. The excuse behind everything that I am doing right now. TIRED.

Later days!