A week to go

I am currently writing this in a half wakened stupor. I have had so little sleep this last week with 10 year olds in my cabin. It was the best week ever though! I had so much fun and all the girls were really into cabin clean up and the games and unity. We did a lot of extra things for them like sleeping in the skatepark and giving them smores and hot chocolate one night because they were just so awesome. I had a CIT in my cabin too helping me counsel and she was really good, which helped a lot. We won cabin clean up sundaes too on the last day which is really fun.

About the fall, I think that I have decided to stay here for September until October 3. They need help with transition to the fall and getting ready for guest groups starting again. I would be helping in the kitchen which I love so it will be good. I don’t know for sure yet, seems like I have developed a fear of commitment though these years. Then I would go home after that in October for a bit and then find a job and live in Vancouver until Leia’s wedding and maybe for longer. I really can’t wait to plan her wedding with her and just hang out before she is married. Right now this seems like what God is leading me to do. When I am praying or reading my Bible I feel like I am in the right place but then when I am on my own it seems that I should go home, but then that’s because I really miss football and tv and making good food and other things that are in the real world.

This next week is Youth camp and I am counselling again. I am not that excited about it right now but maybe as the day goes on and we find out all the new and exciting things that are going on this week I will be more amped up. I am really going to miss Lonnie and Doug especially from camp and will have to visit them lots in the fall and the year. It has been a great summer that went sosososo fast. I can’t believe that it is August 30 today!! Later days.